The Gospel of Our Lord Jesus Christ According to John
When it was evening on that day, the first day of the week, and the doors of the house where the disciples had met were locked for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you.” After he said this, he showed them his hands and his side. Then the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. Jesus said to them again, “Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you.”
When he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, “Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.”
But Thomas (who was called the Twin), one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord.” But he said to them, “Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands, and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side, I will not believe.”
A week later his disciples were again in the house, and Thomas was with them. Although the doors were shut, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you.”
Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it in my side. Do not doubt but believe.” Thomas answered him, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus said to him, “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.”
Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples, which are not written in this book. But these are written so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that through believing you may have life in his name. (John 20:19-31)
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There is a beautiful story of a husband and wife, who had a very loving, very trusting relationship.
They knew quite surely, that he would give his life for her, and she for him. Their trust and love of each other was really quite extra-ordinary.
One day a friend told the woman that she had seen the husband going into a house, in a poor part of the city, which she was sure belonged to a woman who lived alone.
She teased the wife about it. “Maybe he is keeping a mistress,” she said, laughing.” She looks older than he, but not much older.”
The wife laughed, along with her friend, and dismissed the thought. Her husband would surely tell her about it over dinner that night, and there would be a quite ordinary explanation.
That night at dinner, her husband talked of many things, but never mentioned his visit to the house in the city. The wife thought that her friend had made a mistake and dismissed it from her mind.
But her friend told her that she had again seen the husband at the house in the city, this time, as he was leaving. And, she said, hesitating, she had seen him embrace the lady of the house as he bade her goodbye.
Again, the wife expected her husband would make mention of it at supper, but he didn’t.
Her friend told the wife of subsequent occasions when the husband visited the same house, but the wife only smiled. Her love and trust of her husband never wavered.
Her friend was getting exasperated with her. Did she not care? Wouldn’t she come and see for herself? Surely if she saw, she would believe.
“No,” the wife said, ” I love my husband and I trust him, and I know he loves me and would do nothing to hurt me.”
“And even if I saw, it would make no difference to the way I feel about him. I know him.”
The friend eventually stopped telling the wife anything at all. The wife tried to forget about it, and the relationship between them continued to be blessed with peace and happiness.
Then the husband’s mother, long a widow, died, and they laid her to rest outside of town, in the graveyard of a small country church she had attended as a young girl.
They visited the graveside often, but one day, they set out, “To visit my mother,” as the husband said. But this day, instead of driving into the country, the car headed towards the city.
Eventually, the car drew up at a house in the poor part of town.
She asked,” I thought we were going to your mother’s grave. Why are we here? “
He said nothing.
He knocked on the door and a woman the wife had never seen opened it. He stepped forward and embraced her, then stepped back.
“Mother,” he said,” I would like you to meet my wife.”
The lady of the house, as it turned out was the mother who had at the age of sixteen, given birth to him, and had been forced to offer him as a baby for adoption.
He had somehow found out the name and address of his real mother, and although he visited her, he had kept it secret so as not to hurt his adoptive mother.
After his adoptive mother’s death, he felt he could now visit his real mother openly.
This was the woman he had been secretly visiting.
This story tells about a wife who had such faith in her husband that nothing could shake it.
Even, had she accepted her friend’s invitation to go and see, her faith would not have been shaken. In her heart she knew him.
Today’s Gospel story tells us about seeing and believing, and knowing the truth in one’s heart.
Thomas said he wouldn’t believe the other disciples had seen Jesus, not until he had seen the wounds in His hands and side.
Jesus came to the upper room as Thomas met with the other disciples. It almost seems that he came especially to see Thomas.
When Jesus said, “Put your finger here, and see my hands; and put
out your hand, and place it in my side,” Thomas answered, “My Lord and My God.”
John doesn’t say that Thomas accepted the invitation to touch the Lord’s hand or feel His side. Rather, we see he had learnt in the mere seeing of the glorified Lord that plain seeing or touching were not, as he had thought, enough by themselves to bring
believing.
He didn’t simply believe that Jesus had been raised from the dead and could now visit His disciples again; that would be a belief in a miracle of resuscitation, or even of resurrection, but that would not be enough for him to believe in Jesus Christ as being one with the Father.
It might justify Thomas saying, “My Lord,” but it could hardly justify him saying,” My God.”
Rather, Thomas has gone from a rabbi-disciple relationship with Jesus, to one of being brought into the presence of God.
He now understands Jesus’ earlier words, “If you knew me you would know the Father also.”
That’s why he responds,” My Lord and my God.”
But he didn’t some to see God in Jesus with his physical eye. He didn’t see it with some sense organ located in the physical body.
His belief came from a Holy Spirit-induced love of Jesus that filled his heart with the truth.
Thomas is the bridge between those who knew and saw and believed, and those of us who came after and believe without seeing.
Jesus responded to Thomas,” Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believe.”
And isn’t that what faith is?
There have been many attempts to locate the historical Jesus.
There has been much speculation about Him, His life, His works, His relationships with those who followed Him, and so on, presumably by people who want to either see before they believe, or by those who will not believe and want to demolish His memory.
Either way, it is a futile quest.
And we don’t worship a rabbi, a teacher, a prophet, someone who died long ago.
Our faith is not in a long-dead miracle-worker, someone who did remarkable things, but is long gone.
Our faith is in the living God, the living presence of God, as shown to us in Jesus the Christ.
There is a children’s story which uses binoculars to tell children about Jesus. It begins by describing what they do; how they bring things that are far away, nearer; how you can see birds high up in the trees; how things that cannot be seen by the naked eye can be brought into view.
And I think that likewise, Jesus can be described as God’s binoculars. It is through Jesus that we see God.
Because He came from God.
Because God wanted to manifest Himself – show Himself – to cut through all the stuff that people had built around His name.
He wanted to get around all the ritual, all the self-serving piety, the way the church had taken ownership of Him and obscured Him from His people.
He wanted to show Himself as loving and forgiving, and sacrificing, in a way that could never be denied.
And He did that in Jesus of Nazareth.
And if the Spirit is in us, and if God has possessed us, and if we have given ourselves to Him, then we understand that.
And we don’t need to see or touch his wounds to know it.
And no matter what false prophets say about Him. No matter what so called enlightened theologians say about Him. No matter what new interpreters of the Bible tell us…. of their attempts to see and touch…… we know!
The Pharisees who examined the man who had been born blind but who had been given his sight by Jesus, saw a man who could see.
The former blind man told them, “Never has it been known since the world began that anyone opened the eyes of a man born blind. If this man were not from God then he could do nothing.”
The Pharisees said,” Who are you to tell us about God. Get out of here.”
Some people have eyes but cannot see.
The woman I told you about at the beginning of this meditation loved and trusted and didn’t need to see.
Thomas when he saw the proof, somehow found that he didn’t really need to see either.
And Thomas serves as a link between those who did see and believed and those of us who have not seen, but believe.
We were not there at the wedding in Cana when the first of the signs took place.
We were not there near the city of Bethsaida when the five thousand were fed.
We didn’t see the healing of the ten lepers, or the giving of sight to the blind man, or the man who had been paralyzed get up and walk.
We weren’t in the crowd when Jesus preached..
We weren’t at the crucifixion.
Nor at Pentecost.
But although those events were pivotal events in the ministry of Jesus, and the birth of the church, it does not matter that we didn’t see them.
As we now know, seeing was not always believing.
We are among those who didn’t see, and yet are called to believe.
To paraphrase the father of the boy possessed by demons, and who asked for healing by Jesus,” We believe, Lord, help our unbelief!
And so, in the words of today’s collect, we ask, “Almighty and eternal God, the strength of those who believe and the hope of those who doubt, may we, who have not seen, have faith and receive the fullness of Christ’s blessing, who is alive and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and forever,
Amen.
